Then I'll call you crazy! Usually people meet, they start dating, spending time together, more time together, they move in, get married, have kids and then they die... (other options also possible). In really-long distance relationship things go quite differently. When I met my boyfriend I knew he is a great guy but I had had no expectations...obviously! When he came back home and we stayed in touch I was mad that a guy like that lives on the other side of the world otherwise I could give it a chance. So actually first few months I was just trying to fight the attraction because there was no point. I'm smart enough to know that relationships like that never lasts. Mostly due to short time spent together, no daily life problems, tiredness of phone/skype calls and the time zones, no physical contact. But I guess one stubborn and amazing Kiwi boy and one crazy Polish girl are needed and everything could be sorted out. It's just requires people to be extra patient, decided and brave. The whole moving thing is for me a little bit like bungee jumping- I know I'd like it, I know nothing bad would happen and I know that I'd like to repeat it...but I also know that if nobody is there to push me I would never decide to jump.So now I'm at the edge, facing it and getting cold feet. I have my run-away instinct on. But hey! I'm ready to jump!!!!